I must be sick...I want to suffer. Not because I want your pity, but because I want some escape...God, from this guilt! If i were them then maybe, maybe I wouldn't feel this way. People are dying for no reason!! theres never been justification for it.....never, ever. not this way.
if i can't help them, God, atleast let me die! anything, something, to rid me of the feeling that I've only got to this life by stepping through the blood of those before.....let it be my blood. How do you escape a fate you have no control over?