i'm so tired of being here.
suppressed by all my childhood fears.
and if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave.
'cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
these wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears.
i held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have...
all of me.
you used to captivate me by your resonating mind,
now i'm bound by the life you left behind.
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice has chased away all the sanity in me.
these wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears.
i held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have...
all of me.


i tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
but though you're still with me,
i've been alone all along.

when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
i held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have...
all of me.

my immortal
evanescence

nice song..a song for silent streets, for wandering alone with at night.
and people insist on hanging on..sometimes i can't understand it. how can you hold on to something that no longer exists? it's gone, just by virtue of the fact that the other half has changed. one is necessarily a part of the other..the memories, feelings, smiles were all there not just because of who you're with, but who they were at the time.

remember the good times. don't hold on..don't force the other side to compromise, not like this. in the end, that's all i hope for..whoever you are, i hope i'm not making you compromise.

ha. look at me..i speak as if i've seen the world.